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[Feb. 14th, 2006|09:54 am] |
It's been awhile, but I can finally say it: Life is good. I'm happy, it's valentine's day, I hope that you all have the best day of your life. Thank you for being there, being my friends.
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT oops scott, love |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|10:45 pm] |
Good times were had by all. Thank you to the people who made my birthday awesome especially Jon, Amelia, Jess and Eric, you guys rock and I'm very glad to have y'all as friends. It really means a lot to me and I'm sorry if I'm not so chipper lately but things take their tolls. However I must say that I am very glad for my friends and the time and energy they take to make me feel good, thank you more than you could know.
Scottt |
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[Dec. 12th, 2005|12:51 am] |
I wonder if anyone is free this thursday after 11? I'm done with finals so I was going to do something celebratory, my current plan is to go into the city with my camera and Ipod and walk around, if someone would like to come with then you are invited. Additionally I will be 21 so we can sip some alcoholic beverage in a cafe or even have coffee, Irish coffee, anyway that is my plan for Thursday December 15th after 11AM.
ccccccccccccccccccottttttttttwwwwwwwwwwsoooooooooodyyyyy |
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[Dec. 10th, 2005|02:00 am] |
Not sure why I'm posting as I don't have much to say. Except hmmm, does anyone want to go to Europe for spring break? My mom and I are most likely going to that fabled land, Rome/Germany/prague/Barcelona, take your pick. Additionally I can't wait for this semester to just be over.
sccottt |
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[Nov. 25th, 2005|02:09 am] |
I tried to make a list of things that I am thankful for:
-Myself, I am glad that I can succeed in what I put my mind to. That I am smart, attractivish, and my life is in relative order.
-My parents, because they are alive and try to make me happy.
-My friends because they support me and make me feel wanted, even when I don't want to be connected.
I wish this list were longer. I wish I could flesh it out. But I can't. And I can't help but realize that this year was terrible. And that subsequent years will possibly be terrible, as well. And that from now on, thanksgiving will never be a complete festival that something will always be missing. And that Xmas will be a lonely affair and so will June 8th and August 1st and everyday of the year. And that I can't change any of this. That I can't fill a space 19 years 1 month and 22 days large, that I'm the last Woody, that my baby brother is dead, that I'm crying for the first time in a month, and that this will happen today every year for the rest of my life. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|01:33 am] |
I like that title, though it may be stolen. I'm really tired which nicely explains by I'm awake, to rectify such a glaring inconsistancy I am going to bed. But not before I say that today was fun, I'm learning new things everyday and I like this feeling, I hope everyone is doing well, and I hope to learn more about everyone in the near future. That last line sounds odd, I guess that's what I am, a weirdo. So sue me for it. Get a lawyer and sue me. Do it.
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| drink time |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|10:55 am] |
Last night was OK, I mean I'm sure I could have had fun, but then I decided to take one too many, but it wasn't the one-to-many-oh-shit-I-just-vomited-on-your-shoes, no it was the one-to-many-I-just-passed-out-on-the-toilet-seat-and-wish-I-could-be-hanging-out-with-my-friends-in-the-living-room.
But yeah I wish I had not fallen asleep but I didn't let it loose. Thank you Rachel and Amanda my guardian angels, I owe you both a salami sandwich, or dinner or whatever you need.
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[Nov. 11th, 2005|07:29 am] |
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Wooohooo that was a fun night thanks to all those peopel who made last night what it was, that is to say crazy. And thank you to DEANNE, LOUIS, Jeannie Amelia and Laurie and sarah and jeff and aisha and amelia's roomate, tho sexiled amelia was, tho apparently no sex, and thank you to everyone for an enjoyable crazy evening. I'm safe at home and its like 730 and I have two residents awake, what hte hell is wrong with people I thought I woudl ahve the privacy of taking my contacts out drunk at least, woof I have no privacy haha. Anyway in short it was fun and really hot, I missssssssssssss y'aallllllllll it was intensely awesome and now I must go to the dr. office for a check whose results I don't necessarily even want ot see. Booyakasha, big up yoself. By the way I lost a sock last night and also I lost one of the buttons on my cell phone if you can find it then you are a goddess or a god as the case may be, if not then you are still godlike but more of a demi-god. I also just ready teh last sentance and it was missing the critical 'but' so I doubt most of this entry actually makes sense but lets hope that lapse was a very temporary thing and that y'all can read the rest. Why am I so technical when a likkle bit drunk. By the way that likkle is from the redwall books if you know what i'm talking about then you are a Aphrodite or Zeus as the case may be. I'm tired oy! |
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| It's hard to handle |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|01:15 am] |
I don't feel like writing but I will because that is the hip thing to do I spose. I guess the only accurate descriptor would be: fragile. I guess that the first knife in your back probably hurts the most. It's not that accurate of a phrase, but it'll have to do for the generalizations that pass for logic in LiveJournal. Fragile because when one thing goes wrong the entire facade crumbles; and I don't want to be here, or there or anywhere. Not with anyone else at least. And so I go wandering, but because my soles are tied to this carpet I can't walk far. It's hard to escape things here its hard to find solace anymore. I wish it weren't so. I just want to be alone I guess and alone I am, so do I? I guess so, at least I can deal with my issues with myself. They make sense to me, everyone else is an enigma.
carceral: of or relating to prison
I can't help but get the impression that I'm not surrounded so much by a safe shell, as by a carceral chamber whose purpose is to break my will. |
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| Just a Quickie, you won't feel a thing. |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|01:42 am] |
Today was possibly the first good Tuesday I've had since the accident. It's kind of amazing but true. Meetings were fast, my game was good, my money got awarded, what else, what else? Nip Tuck, debating with Eric, cheezy stix, hanging out with friends, finding out the homework won't actually kill me. Wowzer, I consider myself blessed today, I'm a lucky lil' bitch.
Fred, everyone.
(Fred apparently means peace in Swedish, Friesian, Nowegian, and danish) |
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